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long time didn't update my blog!! It was a long time.... haha... busy with CNY activities, assignments and tests!!!! Well, Chinese New Year was quite a normal day for me.... Cause, besides from visiting relatives, I really have nothing to do at home!! NO frens invite me for any house opening... lolx.. but at least, Patrick invited me to his house.... and this was Kelvin's idea... XD.. went there for drinking session... the drinking session started at 12am till 3am... We chat, gossip and drink Chivas for the 3 hrs.... however, Kelvin and Chin was drunk and vomited... CMIAAW lar... haha... I drank a bit as I afraid I will be drunk too.... haha...

Next, hang out with 2 good frens, Pick Sheng and Hoe Yin... Two best buddies where I met at SMK seremban 2... went to their house to "bai nian" and gossip too... After "bai nian", we went to jusco for movie... watched "true legend". Well, there was a couple, who seems like don't know how to read english or were blind, I don't know... took out the camera and took picture inside the teather... =.=" Guess what? the security came and caught them... COme on!! Those who are stupid, know that cameras and recording devices are not allowed in cinema!! Brainless ppl... well, the funny scene has not ended... There was a girl, who was crazy for Jay Chou.. Screamed loudly whenever Jay appeared.... =.="" what the... I looked at Hoe Yin and said"wah... sai mm sai oh?" The movie was very nice, rate it 7/10.. ahaha... WE took lunch at Sushi King and PS, wanted to order Kid's meal.... the waiter said "KId's meal is avaible for those who are under 12 yrs old..." We really laughed out loud... wakaka... Pick sheng oh Pick sheng... kids ar!! lolx

that's all for the stories happened in February...

伪装的笑

我把你放在第一位，而你却把我当成透明。别人的生日，你就会帮人家庆祝，而我的呢？孤独一个人过。经常都告诉我“不知道，不懂," 对别人又不见得你会这样回答他们？ 算了，我不想讲了。反正伤心的总是我。 每晚为你流泪，你又知道吗？

=((

my blog is so dead nowadays.... Nothing to blog.... Life's bored.... =(( haiz.... getting sad everyday....

If you don't want others to treat you that way, den u don't do it to others... What goes around, comes back around...

=))

1st of Feb.... another month has gone.... yet... I'm still waiting... 2 and a half years....

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waiting...... waiting for ur answer...

23/1/10

现在是早上的5.30， 无法再继续地睡下去。为什么？难道是因为今天是我的生日而无法入睡？也许是吧，现在的我，有着两种感觉：一方面开心，而另一方面则是伤心。心情是超矛盾的。

只有今天，朋友才察觉到我的存在，电话也只是在这天会响个不停，信息一封接一封地传来祝贺我。但，过了今天，电话就会变得额外地安静。就在此时，让我发现到一个残酷的事实。别人的生日，你会打扮得漂漂亮亮，去帮人家庆祝，为人家准备这个和那个。而我的生日，只有一封简单的短讯来祝贺，甚至一个电话都没有。这时，我才明了，我在你的心目中，纯粹只是“朋友” 而已。

我为你做了许多的傻事，但我从来都没抱怨过，只是期望你能够和我一起庆祝生日而已，但你却办不到。算了，反正每年的生日，都是一个人过。相信今年也不例外吧？

有时，我在想， 倘若我能够永远活在我梦里，那该多好啊？至少在梦里是开心地和你在一起，而醒来后，却必须面对这残酷的事实。为何不把梦想变为事实？有哪么地容易吗？我不知道，是你常给我的答案。算了，从今以后，我也不会再问你了，只是默默地等待下去。

话就说到这里。最后，
“生日快乐，我对自己说, 蜡烛点了，寂寞亮了。”

Birthday Wish....

Well... I have to use Mandarin to write this post in order to express my feeling out....

再过两天，就是我的生日。没有什么期望，因为每年的生日都是一个人过。没有什么大不了，反正都习惯了。可是，今年的我却很想和你一起提早庆祝，很可惜，你要和别人出去。我能够抱怨吗？我只不过是你身边的一个朋友而已，你也许也不会在乎我的感受吧。

昨晚，我真的为你哭了。可是，你却不信。为你掉了无数的眼泪，你又知道吗？很可惜，你根本都不愿意去相信。真如你告诉过我"我就是不肯去相信。"

星期六，很多人都会祝我生日快乐，愿望都能实现。愿望？许了又怎样？它会实现吗？每年都许下一个愿望，到头来，能实现的，会有多少个？ 我现在开始怀疑我自己了。不管我做得多好，你就是不肯给我机会。 而我只能够做的，就是默默地等待。许多人也许会笑我笨，但我觉得我并不笨。

我会一直默默地等待，等待那天的来临